See The Sun

How come that I seem to can’t stop thinking about men long after they’re gone, analyzing everything etc? Over the past few days I just couldn’t shake off my thoughts about the man I turned down in November…. There never even was anything between us - well nothing specific. And I wouldn’t react any other way were I in the same situation again. Maybe I’m just sad that the situation is as it is, that we only met for a very short time and now won’t just occasionally be bumping into each other since he’s living thousands of kilometers away… The whole thing is just so definite! And silly me keeps wondering what if…..

Sophia Myles really made my day on Monday when I received the HUGE Tristan & Isolde poster she specifically signed for me - she also had James Franco sit down and sign it. I’m very happy about this lovely gesture! She sure is worth every minute I spend on working on the site!

I’ve been meaning to watch some German movies for some time, but never did… Now I’ve seen ‘Kammerflimmern’ (Off Beat) and ‘Die fetten Jahre sind vorbei’ (The Edukators) and they’re really great, especially the first one. I think I’m spoilt now for other movies Just temporarily, I just can’t stop watching movies, good and bad and mediocre ones, I love to see all these different stories unfold!

John Cusack is just soo cute! I recently watched ‘Must Love Dogs’ and ‘Grosse Pointe Blank’ (with sister Joan :yay:). I kind of wish I’d meet a man like him (but closer to my age :winks:). ‘Must Love Dogs’ is quite good, nothing special though. I do adore John as well as his character Jake however! And he gets a number of funny lines.

Jake: “l think women have the whole thing planned. Really, the whole thing. An epic narrative in their heads. You know my theory about this? When you meet, they have the whole story written, But you don’t get to read it, But if you go off script …… right? They write you out of the story … l got written out of Act 3.”

Jake: “Are you kidding me? You’re this whole new style, this whole new system, Vivid grammar of eroticism, A completely unique constellation of attributes. My Halley’s comet.”
Sarah: “Do you write this stuff down?”
Jake: “No, that actually came out of my head … Sometimes l use notes.”

I’m exactly 22 years old now. And I feel that I could live through the best time of my life - if only I weren’t as lazy …. So I’m living with the knowledge that my life is less than it could be, that I’m not making the most of it. Time for a change, I say!

My new DVDs arrived yesterday: Pride & Prejudice (yay!!!) and Elizabethtown. Of course I couldn’t wait to see P&P again, and as soon as I got home I let myself be transported to another time and place by this beautiful, romantic, stunning, dreamy story and filmsetting.

It wasn’t that late in the evening yet - so I watched Elizabethtown as well. It’s by far not as bad as some were saying. In fact, I love it. I think I’ll have to buy the Soundtrack…. My problem this morning: I almost couldn’t get up and only by a very lucky something got to the office in time - well, almost